I Was Wrong A.K.A. My First Roll Of Film

Today is one of those days I get to say I was wrong.

My interest in photography first showed its face in 2008. Around that time, everyone had thrown their film cameras in the back of a closet and were shouting of  the ease of use, time savings and low costs of digital photography.  And I was standing there shouting with them.

I seemed to have a problem with people defending film. In my mind, these people were the worst. They were just a bunch of hipsters holding onto a dying technology. I would hear arguments about tonality, grain, and dynamic range. I’d combat these bullet points with an “anything film can do, digital can do better” opinion. You can make digital look like film, but  you can’t make film look like digital. I still stand by these beliefs, but recently something has changed.

Out of the blue, I’ve found myself researching film cameras and chemicals. I don’t know what brought this on. I’ve been championing old manual lenses for their low cost and strong builds for years now. Maybe that’s what led a diehard digital boy to go searching in the past. Before I knew it, a camera, several rolls of film, and chemicals showed up on my doorstep.

My first experience in film has been an eye opening one. It’s the difference between walking a mile and driving a mile.

 I do two things nearly every day. I drive to work and I walk in the park. My drive to work is 22 miles, my walk in the park is about 2. I am not the least bit attached to my daily commute. Every inch of asphalt means nothing to me, but it gets me to where I want to go. But my walk in the woods is my own, it’s personal. I know every inch of that path. I could, and have, walked it in the dead of night. That’s the best way I can describe film.

Film feels personal.

Digital, for better or worse, brings you so quickly to the end result that you don’t enjoy the making of a photo. This speed makes the moments you capture feel less personal. Easy come, Easy go.

I’m far from saying that film is king. Digital has been beating film technologically for a while now. If you want your images to look “perfect”, go digital. If you want images sharp as hell, go digital. If you want speed and ease of use, go digital. I’m still a firm believer in digital.

The thing is, you don’t shoot film for sharpness. You don’t shoot it for speed. And you don’t shoot film for perfection. You shoot film for it’s flaws and personality. I’m in love with every dot of grain and every little hair on the scan. I developed that grain! Those are my freaking hairs! That’s a little part of me. Those flaws are films heartbeat.

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And this is where I get to tell you I was wrong and that I didn’t understand.

I’m sorry film, I had you wrong.

I Was Wrong A.K.A. My First Roll Of Film

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